herbal tea again.
i 'patronised' the toilet at least once every hr
water water water
so bloated with water
my wisdom tooth is giving me hell lots of trouble
or shld i sae PAIN?
everyone is buggin me to go see dental
argh.
u know..
dental
dentist
extraction
minor operation
the sound
the smell of the smelly clinic
the look on the dentist
all of the above look and sound so scary
argh

=/

i'm pissed.
terrible mood swing
im having bad ulcer
bad headache
bad throat
bad day
u called but well.. the recept wasn't tt good
im afraid tat u'll call again.
i dare not bath..
not wanting to miss ur call definitely
finally.
u called.
and yet..
the email is what u wanna tell mi.
fine.
no other comments
bye.

went out to raffles city after browsin thru candice's blog

sotong called me yesterday!
twice!
before and after his dinner

he was telling me hw good hw good the place was
hw high tech the toilet bowl was an
hw fresh was the sashimi
hw pretty hw kawaii the gers were
and
guess wat
i told him i'll dig his eyeballs out when he's back
bet he dun dare to meet me after he's back

my ulcer getting worse
seems like it is enlarging
complainin to mummy tat it's so heaty
she said she wanna make herbal tea for me
boi was telling me hw cold it was in japan
so cold that he din wanna bath
*yukes*
smeeeelly sotong~

anyway.. was jiamin's birthday yesterday
happie birthday ger!
sorrie arhh.. din manage to celebrate for u!
=/

boooOooo..

it's feels so terrible just missing him
he's gone for 45 hrs alr.
and i miss him so much.
he must be lookin at some kawaii japanese girl
*hummpf*

ulcer
sore throat
can all singtel subscribers all be wipe out
or can just singtel buildings collapse
its so rotten to work in a female workin environment
yawnn..
tired

couldn't sleep
waitin for bf to call.
arghh..
i miss him so much

aiting is so sick of my grumbling
that one day she's just gonna go crazy
alternatively
she might go into depression

5 more days before he's back
6 more days to meet him

bear with it!

=/

easier said than done.

okie. time to check his emails... *flooooodiingg*

i lurve u baby!

its so boring to do admin work.

seldom see so much lions together....

and there we went to sit the euro wheels.

kind of ex. 7.50 per persoon.

but .. once in a while.. so i guess was okie.

oh. and kor went to take the sky rider with us.
he tot it was kids' play and so he kept kickin my chair before the game start
after the game finish.
he couldn't walk properly and
he said he wanna vomit.
he couldn't even hold the clutch properly
argh.
lousy
but he still manage to finish a big bowl of bar chor mee.
pig.
=)

its realli so tiring to work after such a long break.
and the worse part is
my back cannot withstand the long hrs of sitting down.
argh.
it's gonna break into pieces i guess.

i guess im gonna tolerate all this for 4 mths.
before i continue job seeking.

upcomings event for March
dar going Japan ; arghhh..
ting's 17th birthday
dinner with xiao biao sao

bOoo...
n i so gonna complain.
he's out for wedding dinner.
and i haben seen him for days.
imisshim.
=/

On the 8 March 2007 , 12:53:35

my bf said he wanna cook for me.

xin fu~

food show.
opthopharm road show
singtel cso
its lab analyst
admin work

5 jobs.
yet..
i dunno which to choose from.

no job aso fan
got job offer aso fan.
headache

okie.
i seriously dun understand why ppl like to pinpoint name in the blog.
since tis is MY blog and i've the freedom to write anything i wan.
and i doubt my blog won't be tat widely-known that everyone will come in and look.
an eye for an eye..
Huang Kaili.
hw does it feel like to see ur name in other ppl's blog..
firstly. by writing my sis name in YOUR blog
and trying to screw her upside down..
u said that u din pinpoint. but well.. the name is there.
u said that no one will go in and look.
u are trying to sae that u're frenless?
ur ngee ann poly's frens don't look into ur blog?
well..
i admit that im tryin to be nosey
however.
tis is my sister..
i see the need to protect her reputation.
she did said something.. but that is only stating reasons.
who's the one not respecting who?
who's the one not respecting the other by screwing her in the blog?
by trying to bring down her reputation?
seriously.
if everything is put as anonymous.
i won't haf anything much to sae.

i believe.
by writing all these.
there's gonna be conflicts and such.
but.
YOU are the one not respecting others
so.
i dun see the reason of respecting u.

i believe that she has done everything she could for this frenship.
u define frenship.
u called that backstabbing.
now.
i bet the other ppl talk abt all these during that outing.
so why is it that u onli sae tat she's backstabbing
whereby everyone is merely DISCUSSING abt it?
who's the one trying to make a woo-haa out of nothing?

i know that my sis is a bit loud
shes a bit lian
shes may be uncultured to YOU.
but.
does she deserved all the trashing by u all?
i doubt so.
tt shouldn't be a true frenship if ur ans is yes..

sometimes i really don understand hw good frens can turn into foes overnight..
looking back...
im no longer close with my 'best frens' in secondary school (bibi/eileen/wendy/yvone/michelle/jane)
im no longer close with my les partner, melissa
i guess it not a matter of pin pointing at who's right or who's wrong..
but reflect on what i've done.

frens.
wats the definition?
to be together sharing secrets? memories? joys?
well..
i guess its more to it..
it's the mutual understanding of both.
knowing each other..
giving a pat on the shoulder when im upset.

i remember we used to be so close...
we share our sadness joy together..
mugging for exams together...
doing MOL at my hse..
clubbing till weee hrs..
i still miss those times..
but..
deep in my heart..
i know..
all these can nv be retrieved back again..
onli memories..

//if u happen to read tis..
i wanna sae a thousand sorrie for not saving this frenship
and i realli hope tat you will always be the happie ger u used to be.. =)