rosiipink-catcsling // cattie'

2:18 PM

Monday, August 22, 2005

i realli dun understand him.
he totalli dun care mi..
what for i shed tears for him.
what for i gif a damn hw's he doin.
what for i STILL bother to call n sms him.
what for i STILL bother to wait for his call..
WHY!!!!!!!!

he made mi damn sad for the past few days.. or rather.. weeks.. i realli dunnnno what had gotten into him. he just.. treat mi sooo UNIMPORTANTLY! tis is nt what i wan.. if he is just nt ready for r/s.. he shldn't start a r/s wif me.. he din even bother to call or sms to tell mi what happen.. he just SIMPLY DUN BOTHER ABT HW I FEEL! i mean.. at least.. i feel tt he shld clarify things with mi.. but HE DIN! and.. i'm realli so damn disappointed.. i wan things to work out.. but.. he just treat it as rubbish or dirt.. i dun like tis.. i simply hate what he has done.. to mi. i tried to work things out.. by sms him n call him.. tellin him hw i feel. but.. after tt.. no action has been done.. it's been gg 3 weeks since we mit.. and i can sae... HIS FEELING FOR MI IS NO LONGER THERE... i dun wan things to end tis way.. i tot he's the 1 for mi.. but.. he feels tt career is much much much more important than mi.. or rather.. he wan to be successful.. i can tolerate once..twice.. or even thrice.. or maybe more.. BUT NT ALWAYS.. u've to think for mi aso... y are u so selfish.. u onli think for urself.. what abt mi.. am i just NOTHIN to u? if i'm nothin to u.. what's the pt of being together.. i totalli at a loss.. i wan love from u.. but tis is what i get in return.. i'm realli lost... do i realli mean nothin to u? whenever i'm feelin down.. u're alwais nt there.. in fact.. those who console mi are my frens.. where are u.. nt even a sms or call from u. is this is most u can do for mi? y must things end so fast... y must u be lidat.. n there's 1 thing i MUST LET U KNOW! u can nv balance work fren n gf. n ya.. i'm the least priority amongst all this.. n i can tell u this.. u've defeated mi.. u've successfully mess up my life..