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9:19 PM

Friday, September 03, 2004

suddenly.. i feel sad.. actually dun feel like bloggin.. but after i know that eileen is attached.. i'm kinda of feeling bad.. a sense of sadness.... kinda of dunno wat to do.. at a loss.. everyone seems to be attached now.. mel... bibi.. eileen.. shi yun... or shld i sae.. most of my frens are attached?

well... suddenly loss of words.. talk to suiwee.. console him a while.. i told him that.. it's better that u din start a relationship with eileen.. cause.. u'll get hurt eventually.. but.. he told me that.. he rather haf memories.. n then hurt.. i dun realli agree.. i rather the relationship din start.. so that.. there' s no pain.. no hurt.. cause.. i dun believe in evalasting at my age.. kinda of contradicting.. ?? what i realli wan? i dunnoo.. maybe.. i ust waiting for that special one.. but.. i realli hope.. i won't wwait long.. hmmm.. din realli know that.. whether i 've said in my blog "i rather be loved than to love some one" but.. is this wat i realli wan?? loving a person is so hard.. but.. in the lyrics below.. to love some one.. i rather that he 'll be wif the one he loves most.. rather than living in agony. kinda sad but.. i think.. this is wat i realli wan... y hold on when i know there's no ending? let go when u shld... i tot i've learn to let go.. but in fact i din.. i'll TRY to forget him.............