rosiipink-catcsling // cattie'

6:54 PM

Friday, September 10, 2004

hmmm... reach hm nt long ago.. actually today i'm gg the "singapore jin qu jiang".. but in the end nv go.. tomolo.. there's a klas outing.. dunno i'm gg a not.. dun realli feel like.. zZz.. kinda shag.. today.. hear a olot of stuff.. emily thinkin of changing course.. and.. i'm veri sick of poly life.. y?.. it's just like.. onli 3 months onli... and i sick of gg sch.. gg lecture.. tutoriallsss.. well.. wat's happening to me? isn't this the course that i wan? i dunnoo.. kinda of influence by frens le ba.. n studies.. realli sick.. in another 1 month times'.. my final year exam is cuming.. that's like damn farkin fast.. zzz.. think i'm gg to break down le.. i'm startin to feel stress.. feel like.. ive wasted my 3 months.. thinking of retakin my o lvl.. cause of the shitty result i get.. is JC wat i wan?? i dun think so.. i tink.. i need to find my pillar of support to carry on... just for ur sake.. i'll go on.. i'll be gg for taekawando next week.. a way.. i can relieve my stress.. n venting my anger... i hope.. i hope.. that god won't be so cruel ...

my ex bf ask me to be his gf again.. the dunnno how mani time he ask le.. do i realli yearn for a bf so much.. i'm nt sure.. i still luv him (nt so much now) .. but.. i do luv him.. n.. i still can't realli forget him.. i'm like a small boat.. facing one current after another.. i'm tired... i think i'm drowning... dun think i know how to swim i can't drown.. some one save me... !!!!!!!

hmmm.. i gotta start studyin next week.. cause.. i'm like a ssmall ger.. who dunno anything.. zZz.. i'm dead for sure!!!!