i know.. he 'll definitely see my blog.. n he 'll nt accidentally come to this blog.. but purposely....cause he know i'll blog all my personal feeling.. thoughts here.. n the onli way.. he can understand me.. is to see my blog... to me.. i know deep down in his heart.... he know that.. my feeling for dan has nv change... i realli dun wanna hurt him.. so.. i rather have everything blog down den telling him myself.. cause.. i know.. i can't tell him all these straight into his face.. maybe this way.. i 'll feel better.. i've always.. try my best.. to treat the one i love well.. i wan to shower the person i love with care n concern.. but.. who's realli "that person" ??? like wat russell say.. y look for a worthless relationship when u can have a priceless frenship.. i agree... PUSS.. i'M in thE SAME BOAT AS U..... :( y can't we have the one we love most... i guess.. all these are fate.. cause.. u nv nv know.. what 'll happen to both of us in the end.. i'm always guilty when bL treat me well.. add on to my "fan jui gan"..... i'm tired to work everything out.. cause.. i've no more energy to go on... shLd i leT go??? as usual.. it's another sad blog.. written by me.. u guys must be bored of it rite.. but.. it's a way.. i can confess everything.. i like most ger.. i'm emotional.. haf a fragile soul.. 1 more fall... i'll just collapse.. like wat mel sae.. time can heal all wounds.. and scar 'll formed.. my wound... i can still feel the pain... i can tell u.. " the scar has formed" ... but.. to me... i know.. it'll take a long time to recover... a long long time.............
to fall in love is always easy to start a relationship is always simple...
to build it, is always tough...
to maintain it, is 'better said than done'...
to break off, is 'easier said than done'...
to remain friends after u broke off, is never possible...
to forget the memories is 'always doing but never succeeding'...
to heal the pain within is hard and tough and never near simple...
but one has to try to heal your own heart...
the heart belongs to u...
if u don't heal it and have a space for someone to walk in,
the heart will always be sealed,
memories will never be forgotten,
the pain will never go,
and u will never move on from where u started...
