rosiipink-catcsling // cattie'

7:25 PM

Sunday, August 08, 2004

sunday.. a boring sunday i shld sae..wake up ard 11.30am.. and do somE revisioN for my ICBE.. and went for a game(rise of nation) and gunbound... the more i listen to my blog midi.. the more i find the lyrics meaning... it can realli express my ffeeling.. well.. enuff of these.. my fren msg me today.. sae i'm veri negative.. am i? maybe i am.. but after all these ups n down.. a person 'll definitely learn along the way... n i've learn.. learn to let go.. and i can now sae... i onLi wan to be fren with him.. n that's the bottom line.. in this way..i'll be happier.. n guess.. he'll too...hmmm.. actually today go out study with mel mel they all.. but all busy.. so cancel. russell called me in the afternnoon.. tot that we're staying.. hmm.. he den ask me abt the firework thingy.. dunno if the guys are gg kallang to see firework not.. guess not.. ccause.. tues.. got a test.. nvm.. tis one can talk tonight.. currently listening to andy lau - yue lao .. a nice song.. hope tt good things are on the way le.. i wanna to experience some ups.. and no more downs... :)

****************** 18 days to my birthDay.. :)

!! Peom of the day !!

my heart has been sealed
for the wound in it will never heal
memories is only what I could hold
for it's me who chose to let go
life no longer shines without him
what's left is all but a dim tears I shed for him
but does he know?
I have turned into a lonely soul
his feelings has died,is what I know
I love him but have to let go
tired of relationships is all I could feel
my heart will never be open but remain sealed....