rosiipink-catcsling // cattie'

1:41 AM

Sunday, August 22, 2004

quite vex... and can't get to slp.. keep thinking abt the relationship with bL... i'm realli confused.. do i realli like him?? i'm veri fan... talk to russ... i told him.. i rather be loved than love some one.. cause.. to love some one .. it's hurtful... and i told him tat.. he know i have some one else in my heart.. he den ask me.. "den y do u bother to stead with him in the 1st place?" ... this realli make me damn confused... waT i reaLLi waN... the problem doesn't lie with bl.. but me.. y am i so "bu zhi dao yao zhe me zhuo" de feeling... wth... i'm dead.. i still feel.. single rox... haha..

i told aiai just now.. beckham rox my life.. but.. he rules my life... lolx..

guess.. tt's all ba.. gotta lie on the bed.. n think wat to do le.. idiot...!!!