8:46 PM
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
damn fustrated now... kanna complained by my own sis.. WTF is this world becuming.. go out cannot ar.!!!!! not the 1st time i go wat.. some more... say i show bad example.. idiot.. she take ppl sim card can la.. everything my fault... in relationship.. i'm a loser.. now.. i'm still a loser... even in frenship... y do all these have to mess up my life.. i sick n tired of all these already.. gif me a break can... wan complain... go la... some more i adult le lor.. i can take care of myself... u lei... u are wat.. stupid.. cann't even cope with ur studies le still complaiin here n there... go out till late late.. den mum n dad blame everything all me.. my fault meh.. i got ask u go out everyday.. eveery time so late meh... idiott.. damn fustrated.. i hate u all la... damn... mum aso nv sae me anything... u complain until dad there... wow.. as if i SCARe lor... zZZZ... pls la.. i know more than u lor.. wat thingy i nv experience b4... dun think i go ktv u can go tell mum... mum know de lor.. some more.. sae wat i yesterday go.. which i NEVER!!!some more.. nv done anything wrong.. i scare wat... just cn't take it that u this small little fry 'problem' aso wan sae lor.. idiot.. yesterday still eat my cookie... damn... idiot.. push everything to me.. u turn bad aso me.. wat's the world becuming.. u clever.. u li hai la.. li hai den go out la.. talk back la... li hai chem dunnoo u dun come ask me.. i tell u .. one more this from u.. i'll fuck u upside down... IDioT... damn peK ceK..................................ARGGGGGGGGGGGGHHH...
kb la!! spoil my day onli... #%$#^$%&#@!%$@^%#&$
8:00 PM
arGhhh... haha.. horneT scaRe away aiai.. joke of the day man.. haha... aiai push me to the window there sia.. luckily nv fall off.. zZz.. haha... den use her hair tickle me.. idiioott.. den she ran to the front seat.. haha.. anyway.. quite fun... today bibi's birthday.. hugZ... den i forget bring her present to sch.. lol. anyway.. 'll blog again... nite
aLwayS LuvinG u - xiaomang0 -
8:42 PM
Monday, August 30, 2004
hmmm.. monday.. nv monday blue.. got back my icbe result.. shag.. onli just pass.. 50%.. kinda shag.. cause.. study quite hard.. zzz.. den in the end.. n 1 question damn careless.. din see that there's carbon dioxide.. den.. -20 marks.. arGHHhhh.. shag.. well.. wat to do.. wat pass had already pass.. hmmm... went out with aiai they all.. suppose to go kbox.. den all like ai mai ai mai lidat.. ask them question.. all dun reply.. den i realli damn du lan.. haiz.. den in the end go watch AVP.. but okie la.. in the end.. we still frens mah.. still had a great time.. the AVP is damn nice.. haha.. kinda of tired now.. just reach hm.. bought bibi's present.. haha.. buy soon kueh.. buy famous amos cookies.. buy.. arghhhh.. a lot ar.. haha.. i' poor now.. lol... well.. gotta do my oic lab sheet.. nite.. !!
7:15 PM
Sunday, August 29, 2004
idiot.. wireless dwn. wat eva i blog just now gonE!!
well.. blog agai ba.. my cussiiee.. came!! help me configure the wireless and dunno wat computer shit la.. haha ... damn.. hmmm.. a bit tired... cause.. wake up quite early.. yesterday slept at ard... 4am.. zZz
hmmm.. my mum sae... during holi den pluck wisdom tooth.. cause.. she dun wan me to miss my lessoonnn.. haiz.. gonna make appt.. yesterday.. dan sae.. to prevent infection.. eat proper foodd.. but.. wat proper food? chicken wing consider proper?? lolx.
hmmm.. just finish a phone chat with zi cheng... haiz.. a bit sian.. everyone seem to have a aim in their life le.. wat's my aim? wat's my future? hmmm.... *pondering*
nuthin much to blog today... :(
nite everyone..
10:15 PM
Saturday, August 28, 2004
seen thru shawn's blog.. kinda surprise..knew tat tis is gg to happen .. like wat i was saying in his tag board.. i'm in the shoe of " joey before.. n i know how tough it is to go thru.. but.. love can conquer everything.. u may sae love is blind.. n it is.. u won't know y u love that person so much.. and for our age.. i wonder is there's evalasting.. but.. memories is just as good rite.. like wat mel sae.. "time can heal all wound n scar 'll be form" u need not need to be together wif ur love one.. as long as he is happy.. it's enuff.. and i'm sure.. anyone 'll wan their love one to be happi rite.. just become i love him... but.. i just can't sae this to him anymore.. for.. we're onli frens..but.. memories of u.. ur kisses.. ur hugs.. ur care n concern.. 'll still stay.. cause.. it's sweet.. n heart warming.. :)
aLwayS LuvinG u - xiaomang0 -
12:15 AM
i'm sinGing.. hmmm.. SIA!! singing-in-action :) lalala..
12:15 AM
hmmm.. russ singing.. my klas "zhou" bros.. haha.. :P these are my klasmate .. cE
12:13 AM
me and mell... mel was like.. "drunk" and i was damn sLEepY... *yawN*
12:12 AM
mel mel wif russ... gt coupLe look ?? haha...
12:12 AM
hmmm.. me n mel at the backk.. front one is aiai (blue) n vivi (yellow) ... :) 1a02 roX!
11:45 PM
Friday, August 27, 2004
today.. damn high.. hmmm.. slp ard 2am.. wake up at 7am.. haiz. veri tired..den went sch ..reach abt 8am.. den alvin bought me a ccake.. chocolate de.. though.. is onli a slice.. but still quite happy.. :P... den went for icbe exam... not veri chim.. but gt careless mistake.. den ... it's HAPPY HOUR!!
we went bukit timah for lunch 1st den... went PARTYWORLD... got.. me.. germaine..mel..ai..russ..eug...alvin..xiang..vivi... had a lot of fun.. hmmm.. we order 1 jug of beer.. zzZ.. i got drink but nt a lot.. mel's face becum like monkey ass.. lol. damn red.. actually onli mel can drink.. cause... she use her sis's i/c.. den the rest.. below.. 18.. cannot.. but.. who careS!
hmmm... sing a lot.. a bit sorethroat liao hahaa... the biLL is $123.60 ... woW.. nt veri eX la.. better than kbOx.. but we PREFER kbox eh..
hmmm.. den.. all left.. onli left alvin.. aiai..me.. vivi.. eug..n mel.. haha.. had yoshinoya for ddinnner.. den.. eug went for jap class.. left the rest of us.. 5 ppl.. we walk to HMV.. pplan to take neoprint.. but den hor.. dunno y.. suddenly pop out the "nan quan ma ma" and i was like.. wTH is that... and ohhh ic.. is the jay "train" de..some more.. vivi n aiai go buy their cd just now.. n let them sign.. i was like.. okie??! haha.. den they complain... "aiyo.. regret sia.. waste my 20 buck" den emily join us ard 9pm?.. hmm. coz she wan see FIR.. idiot.. so nice to see meh.. i was like.. so damn crowded.. wtH? den me .. meell n alvin.. ent shopping.. arGhh.. i wan buy shoe.... !!! damn. this week spend too much le.. spend abt $120 le.. zZzz hmmm.. den we went to the commicz shop ba.. den aiai use a fake pen n point at me.. and said "wan life or money.. *pause* give me back my cd money" and i luff all the way.. cause damn funny.. den i show the scenario to mel.. den mel n i luff.. like 2 clown lidat... idioT!!!
haiz.. den ard. 9.45pm.. we go take neoprint.. argH.. damn nice. n i'm short.. so.. i'm in front.. lol.. but i'm fine with it.. well.. den after that ai meet her bro for movie.. and the rest go hm le.. at 1st wanna ton.. but.. no body wan lei.. zZzz.. maybe nez week .. :P
i take 190 hm.. with ai.. behind takashimaya.. ZZZZ.. tired.. n that idiot Farking bus.. was like.. damn lots of ppl.. wat to do.. no money take cab hm.. haha.. lol.. actually still got some money.. but.. dun wan use la.. cause dan sae.. must LONG LONG TAKE A CAB.. cause he sae.. everytime.. i take cab de... :PP ahaha..
den reach hm..
yesterday.. i found out that i have wisdom tooth... quite pain... zZz.. den today... i keep complaining pain pain pain... HeLp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hmm.. need to see dentist le.. i'm scare... later minor operation... zZz... i dun wan!! :(
haha.. just now den show mum n dad my wisdom tooth.. my mum was like.. wow.. y u haf ar...?? den i sae.. "cause i gt wisdom" lolx.. helll la.. :)
11:35 PM
Thursday, August 26, 2004
i'M haPppyyyy.. reaLLi happy.. though still a bit headache n sick this morning... welll... today is a veri memorable day.. :) cause.. of u.. yEa!
my birthday.. 17 years old le.. no longer a kid anymore.. shld be more mature.. n zhuan yi.. hahaa.. i'm veri ZHUAN YI!!! riTE??
weLL.. i knoW.. evEn though we can't be together.. but.. having u as a close fren is more than enuff.. cause.. u mean a lot to me.. i still remember the token thingie.. may be a game over.. but.. another new game has come into this century... XBOX!
hugGies..
thanZ guyS n gALs for aLL ur "happI birThday" sMs-es n caLLs.. reaLLi thanks a llottt.. appreciate wat u guys has done.. n u all realli simply rox my life.. n... the sms n call may be short.. but... it simply make my heart smile... :)
tHanZ :)))))))
9:57 PM
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
9:28 PM
today.. wake up.. still feeling a bit tired.. n raining heavily.. went civic centre by cab.. haiz.. $11.40 .. i'm poOr.. 25th aug.. a veri sian nite.. think is the weather ba.. sometimes.. rain.. sometimes.. no rain.. cause me to have mood swing.. hmm.. just took my temperature.. 37.8 degree celsius.. a bit fever le.. zzz. later den eat panadol.. just went out to buy present.. nice baleno shirt.. hmmm.. but dunno that pig wll like it not.. haiz.. poor now!!!
quite fustrated recently.. having some family problem.. dun even know how to resolve it.. icbe test.. more sickening.. n dan's stuff... all these are like.. bothering me.. causing me to be veri E#%$%.. no comment..
tomolo 26 aug.. my birthday.. mel is the onli one who date me out.. gg study..!! well... betta than nothin.. like wat i sae.. frens...!!! frens are also there for u.. whenever u nid themm.. :)
having a terrible headache now.. gg study later.. zzzZz
tomolo still nid to go back sch.. damn.. i sick!!! zzz.. -dYinG-
9:03 PM
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
hmmm.. feeELing a bit sicK.. like.. caught a flu ba.. zzz..
bLog aGain tomOLo.. *sicK -_-'"
2:52 PM
i'm sad... yesterday.. he msg me.. sae.. he's busy.. so.. i tot... i can take it easy.. (i wish i can) but.. i can't.. told him that.. it's just another sickening day.. and y shld i bother to celebrate it.. so.. nvm.. hmmm.. nearly cry.. but.. nv.. haha.. i still remember.. do a hand stand if i feel like crying.. but i nv do la.. hmm.. just veri sad... but at least he reply me..
today. wake up damn late. meet aiai aso late.. meet vivi aso late.. haiz.. late queen i guess.. reach sch abt 9am+ .. hmmm.. studying now in sch.. kinda of tired.. n like no mood to study... onli feel like slping..
quite tired.. i'm gonna "steaL" some songs from alvin.. :Pp
tomolo cuming sch early too.. tired... haiz. 8am again.. die.. think gonna late again.. guess.. i shld go hm n slp at 8pm.. pls.. god... let me pass my icbe... icbe spoilt my day... hmmm.. xh same birthday as me.. dunno wan buy him wat... zzzzzzzzzzzzzZZzz
now.. they talking abt gb.. shit.. i dunno how long nv play le.. i miss my propeller... :PP
haiz.. now in sch.. gotta get back to study.. slack some more = fail...
i think u've nv see me so hardworkin before ba.. zzz.. anyway.. i'm hardworkin now.. :Pp
9:17 PM
Monday, August 23, 2004
today.. finish maths.. haha.. kinda of happi.. n a bit sad.. got last question.. last part.. i do half way.. n damn.. i liquid away.. den redo.. den.. no time finish.. zzz.. kinda sad.. well.. at least i know how to do.. :)
hmmm.. after that.. went pool with mel mel.. russ... alvin... xh n angus.. haiz.. sian.. pool again.. hmmm.. received my 1st birthday present from bibi n desmond... received a birthday sms from terence... hmmm.. :))
kinda of shag.. i wan buy discman.. haiz.. think need to save money again.. but.. at this rate.. how to save... pooll!!!... kbOX!!! n sHoppinG n ShoppinG... haiz.. meL ai..em.. beTta stop me eh.. haiz... :Ppp
shAg.. asK dan wan go out not.. he ji dtao nv msg back.. damn disappointed.. it's like.. if u dun wan.. just sae so... y do u haf to do that... nvm.. thurs.. i'll be in sch den... think.. i'll celebrate by.. studYinGGGG... n studYing.. n diE from sTudyinGggggggGGG... zZzzzz
hmmm.. tired.. tomolo meeting aiai at 7.15am.. go sch study.. must go chomp project room... ar boh.. no project room again.. blog again tomolo.. cause.. tired.. nite everione..
8:35 PM
Sunday, August 22, 2004
today maths again.. been doing maths since this afternoon 3pm .. suppose to meet shawn @ fajar mac.. haha.. tot he can teach me the maths.. but god damn him.. haha.. alll his maths knowledge had long ago.. return to his lecturer.. den.. shawn met this guy.. guess what.. hahaa.. it's my primary sch fren.. Pang Jun Rong.. well.. abt 4 yrs din see him le.. now.. he in ns.. cause he sae he dun like to study... he's getting more n more yandao le.. esp his dimple.. wow.. still so charming.. *BLusHz.. haha.. well.. ard.. 4.45pm.. i left mac for hm.. jun rong aso went hm ba.. if i'm nt wrong.. shawn accompany me hm.. den he went hm change.. den went for his basketball.. zzz.. eh.. this afternoon.. = not a fruitful day.. haha..
on the way hm.. i ask shawn.. " do u realli like that ger?" welllll.. he sae.. whatever u think lor.. den i just be frank n tell him that.. the feeling i get is.. u dun realli like ur gf.. haha.. can sae tt i kpo la.. but.. as fren... just wanna ask for his well being.. cause.. it's like.. me n shawn.. damn long nv sit down talk le.. and.. seem like.. his relationship is nt as stable as what i think.. (like my relationship with bl i guess... )
just finish my final revision of maths.. haiz.. again.. log log log.. ln some mre.. can't take it any more.. but.. wat to do.. haiz.. ehhh.. a bit tired.. zzz.. i wan slp... haa.. yesterday slp @4am.. den 11am wake up le.. zzz.. so.. Dun saE i'M a piG le.. !!! hahaa..
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1:41 AM
quite vex... and can't get to slp.. keep thinking abt the relationship with bL... i'm realli confused.. do i realli like him?? i'm veri fan... talk to russ... i told him.. i rather be loved than love some one.. cause.. to love some one .. it's hurtful... and i told him tat.. he know i have some one else in my heart.. he den ask me.. "den y do u bother to stead with him in the 1st place?" ... this realli make me damn confused... waT i reaLLi waN... the problem doesn't lie with bl.. but me.. y am i so "bu zhi dao yao zhe me zhuo" de feeling... wth... i'm dead.. i still feel.. single rox... haha..
i told aiai just now.. beckham rox my life.. but.. he rules my life... lolx..
guess.. tt's all ba.. gotta lie on the bed.. n think wat to do le.. idiot...!!!
9:38 PM
Saturday, August 21, 2004
again.. have some relationship problem with bL.. hmmm.. some times.. i realli wondering.. wat's his problem... zZzz.. hmmm.. today.. i realli thought of breaking up with him... but drop the idea when he sms me sorry.. i told him... i realli hate the word.. sorrie... cause.. i've heard a lot a lot of sorry from different guys.. wat to do... in the end... the result is still xpected... guess.. i fated not to have a caring bf?? hmmm.. told him before.. bf come after frens.. family n studies.... enuff of these le... back to other stuff..
dunnnoo y.. the way i treat daniel is different. when i heard tt he's sick.. i'll just pon my lectures n went visiting him... maybe i have make him my priority... hmmm.. zzz.. hahaa... no more dan le... just fREn..
p.S: he has broke up with u for 6 months already...
today.. study study study.... mathS...!!! i'M gonna be drive crazy if this continues on... haiz.. hmmm.. nez week...'ll be changing my modem to wireless... den can on 2 computers ... hahaa... welll.. today slp aabt 2 hrs... cause do maths do till i wan cry sia.. log!!!
o[bao]o ask me out today.. but i sae i wan study... so nv go out.. he's realli cute.. but at times.. a bit demanding.. so.. o[bao]o !! listen to me arH.. dun be so demanding.. so u knoww... i luRves u... hahaaa. :Pp lalalalalallaaa.. boi arh.. must study arh.. dun keep slp .. play.. work.. haha.. fail one of ur subjects i make sure u die... i veri demandin aso eh! lolx
hmmmm.. suppose to be meeting joe.. but.. i din.. cause... mentally unprepare...
i find back 1 of my ex bf... KEith.. studying in sp now... it's been 2 years le.. i misses him.. haha.. he won't be seeing tis blog anyway... keith is a veri veri n i mean VERi.. nice guy... compared to the rest of my ex-bf(s).... hmmm... realli regret breaking up wif such a nice guy... ahaa. that time young mah... tt's y duno how to cherish him... hahaa.. (find excuses for myself).. but.. at least now.. gt back his nbr le.. sms each other.. haha.. we even promise to go out for lunch n dinner together... *looking forward ehh...
hmmm... studies!!! welll... realli driving me crazy le... hahahaaa...
anywAy.. 5 days to mY birtHday.. zZzzz
12:45 PM
10:23 PM
Friday, August 20, 2004
hmmm.. pic nt that clear.. haha.. 4 person eat... ermm 38 plates.. biLL:$$80.40 .. hahaa.. weell.. went out for dinner with shu cchuan sui wee.. bibi.. damn lame.. was luffing thru out the whole dinner... hmm.. i had 8 plates.. n i feel like vomiting... dunno y they can eat so much.. hahahaa...:Pp thE waitress.. count till she blur.. cause we staCK veri high.. hahaaa...but.. 4 perSon still can't break.. jia wei's record... 100 PLATES!!! 
4:36 PM
hmmm.. now in sch.. still studying maths.. zzZz.. i know how to do log le.. hahaa.. :P gonna keep practising.. well.. a bit tired.. time to go n meet bibi sui wee and shu chuan for dinner le... dunno this time is sakae sushi or seoul.. hahaa... hmmmm.. my sis's form teacher actually not bad looking la.. not sae CMI. haha.. hmmm.. too bad he got gf le.. hahaa... but i keep "miao" him. lolx.. sHhhh.. :Pp
hahaa... hmmm.. going meet them le.. zZzz... a bit sian. hahaaa.. wait kanna whack by them.. just now call.. bL.. he seemmm. disappointed.. n i seem like.. can't get along with him.. wat's the problem there... haiz.. dun feel thinking so much le.. wanna concentrate on my maths n ICBE.. hahaalvin is a lamer!! damn lame.. today damn cold.. cause a lot of cold joke.. hahaa.. "one day.. polar bear shaves all his fur.. and suddenly.. he finds that it's VERI COLD.. " hahaaatis is mel mel's phrase.. :Ppp
hmmmm.. joe wanna meet me tomolo.to celebrate my bdae in advance.. but... i dunnno.. dun feel like gg.. cause.. i feel that he's not those simple guy.. he's more complicated than i think.. he's been gg after me for 1 year le.. haiz.. damn it... i hate guys.. hahaaa... welll... luckily.. i'm aiai's lover n mel mel's darling.. hahaa...i'm not alone.. still got other frens with me... hahaa... they still studying eh... today cum sch study with eug.. alvin.. vivi..and aiai.. and we went to see that theresa lye.. hmmmm... vivi rebond her hair le.. now more n more chio liao.. hahaa... guess i realli gotta stop blogging.. but it's still raining. damn it.. and i still have my lab top with me... hahaa... i can fall sick .. but not my lab top.. :P
gtg..
cya guys tonight!!!
11:56 PM
Thursday, August 19, 2004
-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
9:56 PM
hMmm... today.. something happen to my youngest sis.. idiot.. that Farking fren of her.. tomolo.. i'm gg to her sch to fark that biTch upsiDe down.. damn.. sae my sis.. still wrong my cousin.. young kids nowsaday.. can't think properly... already sec sch le.. still lidat.. tomolo.. gg with my mum.. hahaaa... my mum another tigeress... hahaaa.. :Pppp
hmmmm.. call bL just now.. like nothing much to talk to him lei.. y is this happening.. hmmm..tomolo if gt time.. surely ask him out .. ar bo.. he sae i "bu zhi dong" again.. haha.. :"pp
he must be "aHhhhh cHewwww" right now.. cause.. i'm saying his bad word... haha..
aLLen sae birthday must celebrate.. haiz.. i aso knoe.. but no time mah.. some more.. i wan to celebrate with him... :Ppp hahaa... hmmm.. allen's birthday.. bibi's birthday.. cuming.. well.. gotta get bibi.. a OP's pencil case or OP t-shirT.. haha.. as for aLLen.. hMmmm.. stiLL thinkinG.... hahaa.. aS foR daN... haiz.. dunno lei.... zZz
hehe.. think of u... a nice song..!!!!
without u.. i've no strength to go on.. zZzzzz..
12:21 PM
hMmmm.. today.. not feelin well.. damn.. sore throat.. yesterday zT msg mE... talk abt veri sad stuff.. and.. i guess some things are inconvenient to blog down.. we both regret.. i shld sae.. hE's reaLLi a nice gUy..
waKe up arD 10 pluS.. stiLL a bit tired.. suppoSe to bE gg ouT todaY.. witH daddyy xiang.. aiai they all de... but den.. all wan study.. some more sick de sick.. so.. we din go.. zZz/.. just had my lunch... zZzz..
tomolo gg back sch for maths... zZz.. nez mon.. is my maths exam.. damn shag... kinda sian... seems like veri long nv do maths le... i wan A for my EM1... mathS suX.. bL teacH me tEach tiLL he caN vomit bLooD le... zZz
7 more days to my birthday.. dunnnoo wanna go out not... zZz.. kinda of sian.. cause 27 aug is my ICBE test.. think.. dun celebrate ba.. sHag....!!!
eVen iF i waN ceLebraTe.. thE onLi perSon i waN ceLEbraTe wiF is daN... cauSe he prOmisE mE le.. dunnno if he stiLL reMembEr not.. mayBe not..
9:39 PM
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
today.. wake up damn late.. 9.15am.. meet my klasmate.. @dhoby ghaut@ 10am.. diE...!! haha.. welll.. luckily i pack everything le.. go.. i just change.. grab n go.. hahaa... aiting.. aso wake up late.. russ aso.. haha.. have a real tiring day sia...
meet the rest of the frens@ dhoby ghaut.. n we took 16 to east coast.. damn..zZz
we had mac.. for breakfast cum lunch.. after that.. we went.. for 1 hr of pool.. cause wait for vivi to cum.. den.. aiai.. me.. n emem.. went.. play arcade.. para para... damn lame.. hahaha.. wow.. damn tired... den went cycle.. 2 hr.. haha.. went to the bedok jetty.. nice scenary... :)
angus hurt himself....!!! well.. i nearly.. cause xiang suddenly brake.. n i was behind him...
after that.. we went for a game of counterstrike.. lost my voice.. hahaa... den went swimmingg.. damn.. kanna push down by aiai n emem.. even russell aso push me into the sea.... haha..
after swimming for a while n change into new clothes.. we went for dinner.. suppose to eat @ marina south.. but xiang sae he meeting his fren for soccer.. den we stay in boon keng.. for dinner. eat.. "ZU CHAO" .. and xiang becum our daddddyyyyy..:P
haha.. after that... bL cum boon keng to send me hm.. :P *damn sweet...
hahaa..:) reach hm ard 9pm.. damn tired now.. just bath finish.. zZZZZZZZZZZzz
i can't take it anymore.. calling bL now.. b4 i go slp... night !!
10:11 PM
Sunday, August 15, 2004
tomolo.. 'll b gg out to study...
i called him just now.. was realli happy that.. i can talk to him like a fren.. though he talk a bit gl.. haha.. partly my fault aso.. haha.. hmmm.... guess it's a good start for a frenship ....
bL sae my bLog sad sad de.. haha.. is it?? i guess so.. well.. today slack at hm the whole day... onLi lookin thrU my EM1 textbK.. weLL.. aiai is gg t retake her EL oral tomolo. wish her lucK.. :)
i'M wondErinG.. wheTher mY feELing foR him 'll LasT not.. i do not wan him to feel that he's a substitute of the other guy.. though.. the feeeling for him is not as much as to the other guy... i realli wonder.. what's his reaction if he see tis blog.. i realli ponder.. maybe maybe.................................................................
i know.. he 'll definitely see my blog.. n he 'll nt accidentally come to this blog.. but purposely....cause he know i'll blog all my personal feeling.. thoughts here.. n the onli way.. he can understand me.. is to see my blog... to me.. i know deep down in his heart.... he know that.. my feeling for dan has nv change... i realli dun wanna hurt him.. so.. i rather have everything blog down den telling him myself.. cause.. i know.. i can't tell him all these straight into his face.. maybe this way.. i 'll feel better.. i've always.. try my best.. to treat the one i love well.. i wan to shower the person i love with care n concern.. but.. who's realli "that person" ??? like wat russell say.. y look for a worthless relationship when u can have a priceless frenship.. i agree... PUSS.. i'M in thE SAME BOAT AS U..... :( y can't we have the one we love most... i guess.. all these are fate.. cause.. u nv nv know.. what 'll happen to both of us in the end.. i'm always guilty when bL treat me well.. add on to my "fan jui gan"..... i'm tired to work everything out.. cause.. i've no more energy to go on... shLd i leT go??? as usual.. it's another sad blog.. written by me.. u guys must be bored of it rite.. but.. it's a way.. i can confess everything.. i like most ger.. i'm emotional.. haf a fragile soul.. 1 more fall... i'll just collapse.. like wat mel sae.. time can heal all wounds.. and scar 'll formed.. my wound... i can still feel the pain... i can tell u.. " the scar has formed" ... but.. to me... i know.. it'll take a long time to recover... a long long time.............
to fall in love is always easy to start a relationship is always simple...
to build it, is always tough...
to maintain it, is 'better said than done'...
to break off, is 'easier said than done'...
to remain friends after u broke off, is never possible...
to forget the memories is 'always doing but never succeeding'...
to heal the pain within is hard and tough and never near simple...
but one has to try to heal your own heart...
the heart belongs to u...
if u don't heal it and have a space for someone to walk in,
the heart will always be sealed,
memories will never be forgotten,
the pain will never go,
and u will never move on from where u started...
1:12 PM
*yaWn* tired... zZz woke up aard 10.45am.. at the nez thing i know is.. sit in front of th tv n watch show.. - tou long zhuan feng .. funny show!! well din.. update my blog yesterday.. haha.. cause yesterday i dunno wat to write... kinda funniee... it's study break le... gonna start doing my revision... din do well for my OIC.. no choice.. havE to gaMbaTae liao.. mel mel jio me go sun tan today.. dun feel like gg.. so.. i actually reject her.. hmmm.. thurs. i think got klas outing.. but dunnno to where.. think movie n dinner together lor.. the 4 day 3 night chalet cancel.. cause most of them wanna study... *sad*
PoEm oF tHe daY
In the middle of the night I heard myself shout,
It was my heart coz my mouth was shut.
My heart bled when u told me "I’m sorry!"
That we were incompatible just that I wasn't wary.
I had to agree to end this feeling,
but my heart protested by all its bleeding.
I need your love to keep me breathing,
Without your love I dun feel like a living…
I want to know why, u wanted to leave so abruptly,
Decided to follow up behind ur steps secretly..
There…I saw you giving your heart away,
and crushed my heart along the way.
As time passes, the heart is healed...
But scars remain hard to conceal.
Kisses n hugs can only be reviewed,
by the memories that's left so few.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 11 more days to my birthday .. :)
7:02 PM
Friday, August 13, 2004
It seems impossible,
For us to be together again,
Let me keep this disappointment,
Let me be the one to surrender,
I wont stop you,
As long as you're happy,
Maybe all this is..
My fault...
6:57 PM
hmmm.. today.. damn late for tutorial.. 8.30am den reach the room.. lolx.. can tell tat mr cheong.. quite upset over this.. last day.. nez week 'll be study break.. follow by exam week. shaG... haha.. hmmm. quite tired.. went lunch with my frens@ bukit timah hawker centre@ abt 11am.. den play pool.. till 1pm.. WE"RE LATE FOR LAB !! haha.. the whole klas was like waiting for us.. zZZ.. after that.. we went pool again.. damn shag.. haha... dun like to play with alvin.. haha.. russ.. mel.. xh.. alvin all pro sia... haha.. well nothing much today i guess... din realli feel well today... bTw.. who's StrangEr n suMoNe ??? *wondEring*
>>>>>>>>>> 13 more days to my birthdaY...!!! LOLx
9:04 PM
Thursday, August 12, 2004
tiS iz tHe onE.. puSS PuLL ouT thE whoLe thingY n sTared aT it bLindLY.. mEL n i.. were laughing tilll cramp...ZZz *LOL*
9:04 PM
haiz.. couldn't finish EVEN HALF the chicken cutlet... zzZZ
8:54 PM
it's thurS again.. weLL.. i din update my blog yesterday.. zZz too tired.. haha.. but i had a nice wed eh.. :)
yesterday.. as usual.. the few of us.. meet each other @ the project room.. haha.. later i upload the pic for u guys to see.. :Pp i invade their privacy again.. soRrie aI. ahahaa.. :) during the maths tutorial.. we nearly fark the maths tutor upside down.. she's damn Kb... say n say n say again.. onli make us pek cek.. guess... my 2 maths tutor realli sux.. during the oic lecture.. RusSELL do someThing STUPID...!!!! daMn stupid.. haha.. later upload den i describe ... now.. i just sHhhhh.... :PPp
hMmm... almost forget what happen yesterday... nvm.. i shld talk abt today.. went for oral com.. as usual.. but.. today.. adrain ng talk rubbish. n i mean rubbish.. :Pp hmmm.. too tired today.. n hungry.. lol. din had my lunch... n i just had a light breakfast.. till.. ard 8 plus den i had my dinner. zzZzz.. tis week lose 1 kg.. zZzz.. yAh.. i had chicken cutlet for lunch yesterday.. and i culdn'y even finish half.. damn.. my fren was like.. "eh.. xiang yi xiang those ppl who dun have anything to eat.." i was llikeee... oMG!!!
i tired today.. veri tired.. seems like falling sick le.. zZzz.... *sHAG*
9:49 PM
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
a niCe tueS i sHLd sAe.. yEsterdaY.. sLepT quiTe Late.. cOx.. chAt on pHone wiF BL(bOLin).. hah.. hMmmm.. wake up ard.. 6am in the morning.. :Ppp.. a bit shag.. haha.. reach sch ard 7.32am.. tt's early.. haha.. had a lab work.. was like damn sh*t.. cause i keep doing the wrong stuff.. like.. putting.. phenols with saylic acid.. and i made 5 test tube of tt.. and goSh.. tHat.. miRko acTuaLLi Luff at mE.. stupiD LectureR.. mirKo stoLL! haha well. had my lunch in canteen 4.. oh my.. the food was like.. haiz. CMI!!! hmmm.. my stomach was not feeling good the whole day.. during lecture.. i was having heahache.. but no choice.. had to apply some ointment.. after tat lecture.. is my EDCA Exam.. haha.. 1st part was on the naming.. and i do not know how to know.. haha.. though it's an open book exam.. sHAG!!!!!! weLL.. i din know tt in the 1st placE eh... 2nd part was the drawing.. gosH.. i'm thE 2nd one to finisH.. haaa. happy with my work. but god damn it.. my kaki-s can't finish.. sAd.. if they repeaT moduLe.. i more saD.. sureLy sad!!
haiZ.. we go la teh again. damn it.. i had watermelon juice.. drink le my stomach more pain.. zzZz.. *snOOk*.. dunno y.. hmmm.. i will be having a 4 day 3 nights chalet in downtown.. damn it.. was like... dammn long.. guess.. like wat russell sae.. surely pengsan.. haha.. hmm.. after tt.. i meet bL for dinner.. but i din eat.. no appetite.. some more my stomach still veri pain.. wait for him abt 1/2 an hr.. but i din blame him la.. cause it's like... we ain't meeting today de.. but.. i know he damn good lor.. tt's y cum down find me.. :) we went Lot 1 sakaE susHi... chaT evErythinG undEr the sKy.. haha. but he still nV chanGe.. stiLL the oLd sentEnce.. "ehh.. u still so short"!! i was like.. &^*%^@ ... haha.. j/k la.. after that he send me hm.. n fetch his mum hm from work.. haha filial guy sia.. hmmm.. a nice chap out there.. !! :)
*********** 16 days to mY birThdaY!!!
8:15 PM
Monday, August 09, 2004
now den i knoW my hair damn long.. zZZz
7:58 PM
hMmm..monday evening.. here i am.. at hm.. doing my blog.. damn it.. keep having hiccupS.. wAt's the proBLemm... damn it.. just now went out to buy something with my parents.. and do some revision for my test tomolo.. autocab..hmmm... damn tired now.. wanna go kallang see firework one.. den.. mel n em working. left me.. aiai.. vivi.. sian.. so we cancel the whole event.. hmm.. now gotta start on my icbe.. else tomolo.. think aiai angus n alvin 'll hack me into pieces.. haha.. btw.. the ndp 2004 not realli tt nice.. think ndp 2000 still the best!! hahaha... well.. now chatting with russ n aiai.. maybe later den do ba.. haha.. at most.. tonight slp later lor.. haha... *winKz**
hmMmmm... i'm tireD.. haiZ.. k la.. at nite see got wat thingy to write den i cum back.. but i dun think so le.. zzzZZz.. :)
****************** 17 days to mY birThdaY!!! :)))
1:17 PM
wHat a daY to stARt.. jusT woke up@ ard 12.30pm.. kaNaa wokE up by mY paRents.. saying "hEy.. it'S 12 aLreadY.. KuaI diAn waKE up!!!!" anD damN.. theY stARt yeLLinG heEre n tHere.. asKinG mE to wAKe yup foR brEaKfasT.. hMmmm... i diD waKE up.. but nV eaT anYthinG.. no AppeTitE.. aNd.. noW.. mY paRents are gg out le.. Left mE again.. daMn sian.. gT to starT doinG my Lab rePort laTer... yestErday.. bOLin n i sMs eacH otHer.. i asK him.. y do u stiLL treaT me sO weLL?? anD hE rePLy.. becoZ.. i'M caTherinE... anD asK waT iF he sAe he sstiLL LikE me?? fRanKLy sPeaKing.. i'M not sTunEd by wHat hE smS mE.. causE deEp dowN mY heaRt.. i knoE he stiLL LikeS me... LikE thE waY i LikE daNieL.. (1st timE i wroTe dowN hiS naME) anYway.. ouR cHapTer haS ended.. a neW chaPter has begin.. whiCh is.. hoW we trEat eacH othEr as fRen.. aS for bOLin.. i dun Wanna hUrt him agaiN.. thE feeLing is noT gooD at aLL.. unLess i reaLLi liKe him.. i won'T go steaD wiF him.. cauSe i knoW.. iF i dO.. tHe endinG 'll be tRagedy agaiN.. "wHat foR hurT otHer ppL" i'M in no posiTioN to hurT anYonE exCept for mYseLf.. bUt.. i reaLLi hoPe.. thE neZ gUy whO sTep intO mY Life.. i'LL tReasuRe him. cauSe... i 'm tireD... :)
7:25 PM
Sunday, August 08, 2004
sunday.. a boring sunday i shld sae..wake up ard 11.30am.. and do somE revisioN for my ICBE.. and went for a game(rise of nation) and gunbound... the more i listen to my blog midi.. the more i find the lyrics meaning... it can realli express my ffeeling.. well.. enuff of these.. my fren msg me today.. sae i'm veri negative.. am i? maybe i am.. but after all these ups n down.. a person 'll definitely learn along the way... n i've learn.. learn to let go.. and i can now sae... i onLi wan to be fren with him.. n that's the bottom line.. in this way..i'll be happier.. n guess.. he'll too...hmmm.. actually today go out study with mel mel they all.. but all busy.. so cancel. russell called me in the afternnoon.. tot that we're staying.. hmm.. he den ask me abt the firework thingy.. dunno if the guys are gg kallang to see firework not.. guess not.. ccause.. tues.. got a test.. nvm.. tis one can talk tonight.. currently listening to andy lau - yue lao .. a nice song.. hope tt good things are on the way le.. i wanna to experience some ups.. and no more downs... :)
****************** 18 days to my birthDay.. :)
!! Peom of the day !!
my heart has been sealed
for the wound in it will never heal
memories is only what I could hold
for it's me who chose to let go
life no longer shines without him
what's left is all but a dim tears I shed for him
but does he know?
I have turned into a lonely soul
his feelings has died,is what I know
I love him but have to let go
tired of relationships is all I could feel
my heart will never be open but remain sealed....
5:46 PM
Saturday, August 07, 2004
Never be Replaced by 1st Ladi
Baby i love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know
All the love we've made will never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby i love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know
All the love we've made will never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you, yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to until the end (the end) of time (of time)
From the day I met you I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to the feelings of your kisses
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You make me think that I could live my life like this everyday
There's never been a doubt in my mind
That I regret ever having you by my side
But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know
That everyday that I spend with you
I will miss you cuz I'm happy that I had you at all
Baby i love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know
All the love we've made will never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby i love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know
All the love we've made will never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you, yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me tountil the end (the end) of time (of time)
5:44 PM
*shAG*
5:44 PM
iN thE LibrAry!!! *sTudy*
12:19 PM
morniNg cuM afTernoOn.. today.. is a saturday.. 7 aug.. a moodless day... currently in sch.. just bought ai ting de egg mayo sandwich up.. i'm in library.. writing tis blog.. veri tired.. duNno y.. du ffeeel like studyin today.. some times i'll ask myself.. what's the meaning of life?? to live n not to live.. 'll it ever affect anyone... ?? i can't seem to find the right ans to my question.. there's no one to light up my life.. i ffeeel that what ever i do... there seem to be no reason i shld be doing that.. i've seem to be more profound.. (betta than the past) it's been a long time since i has these feeling now.. for all the thing i do... i wish.. tt.. some one is there to share with me...
today.. 'll be a long day.. for.. i can't do anything betta than staring at my notebook... study study... i'm getting sick and tired of it... pls pls pls.. goD.. gif me some energy to go on... i need u..
11:35 PM
Friday, August 06, 2004
i'M sad.. vEri saD.. i trieD wayS n mEans to loVe hiM.. buT i gEt nothinG in reTurn.. aLL he saiD is.. "sorRy" .. which i dun waN.. i dun wannA lisTen to aLL these anY morE... anD it'S beCox.. i caN't forgEt u.. aLL thosE paSt meMorieS.. whicH i thinK is usELess noW.. has beEn aPpeaRing in mY minD.. i can contRoL it at aLL!!.. maybe tt sms has cause u to avoid me.. i can just do nothin. and y muSt u tReat mE tiS way.. iS tiS wHat i'M supPosE to gET.. teLL me.. tell mE.. i'll be dying with all these circlin my mind.... buT.. i knoW.. thE outcuM 'll stiLL be saMe.. aLL i caN saE is.. i can'T do it... i still can't.. n i'm feelinG terribLe now...
7:32 PM
fRix... fRix.. a daY i yeArn foR.. cauSe.. it'S weEKend again.. today.. had lectures from 8am to 11pm.. and off we gO... *disAppeaR*
hmMm.. kinda saD.. got back my oic result le... i din do welll... *soBz*.. study so hard.. yet.. no result.. sOme more is no time finish... not i can't do.!!!!!!!!! *soBz*.. guess.. i haF to bucK up le.. cannot be so slaCK le...
weLL.. todaY.. my KLas aLL weAr rEd n whiTe.. cauSe neX monDay is nAtionAL daY... :))
@10.30am.. we caN go hM le.. buT.. we wEnt caNteen 2 for ouR luNch.. i haD chicKen rIce... noT baD La.. haha.. deN.. we weNt ClemenTi inteRchanGe with mel n xianghui to get their concession n ez link top up.... hMmm.. dEN we weNt buKit TimaH to mEet gErmainE n ALvin.. wE weNt POOL FACTOR... POOL!!!! hMmmm.. 1st timE see gErmaine pLay pOOl.. not baD siA.. haha.. aLvin n RusSeLL arE gOOd plAyEErrss.. hMmm... but... it's juSt a gaMe.. so.. lolx... gueSs who i sAw todaY???? weLL.. it'S my Sec scH fRenz.. KOK hoW n DarYL ... weLL... thEy aRe morE n moRe haNdsoMe le.. !!
aFter pOOL.. germaine went hm.. rusSeLL stAyed bacK witH maTTheW.. the reSt of us.. ( me,aiai,emiLy,vivi,alvin,xianghui,angus anD eugene..) went jurong point tto catch a movie - I,ROBOT .. a veri nice movie!!!! :) we went there by caB.. toTaL chaRges for the 2 cAb = $7.40+$7.50=$14.90 ...
hMmm...afTer the moviE.. vivi..aiai...angus.. alvin went for their astrology.. xiang hui,emily n i.. went hm by train.. eugene walk hm... hahaa.. veri tiring day.. but i had fun.. :)
feEL likE sLping noW le.. tomorrow still nid to go back sch.. practise autocab.. cause.. neex tues.. is his test le... zZZZZZZZZzzz.. JOON jiAN MING!!! haTe him!..
zZzz.. vEri tireD.. bYe bLog.
********** 20 dayS to mY birThday!!
7:26 PM
Thursday, August 05, 2004
tiS is eugEne.. aLL so scaRe of taKing fOto.. y aR?? hahahaa... :) ***taken in the project rOoM....
7:24 PM
ai Ai..!!! dUn hiDe uR faCe La... :Pp
7:09 PM
tHurSdaY.. thuRsdaY.. it'S thurSdaY again.. zZz.. tirEd.. woke up@ 8.15am.. actually wan study in sch de.. but end up chatting with aiai.. angus... n eugene.. haha... hmmm.. i ate my lunch in canteen 1.. "niaNg dOu fU" haha.. quite nice la... hmm.. went for my oral com @ 1pm.. damn shag.. luckily i'm able to carry out my topic well... :) so haPpy.. =)
actually dUn wanna gO tenniS de.. craMp sia... zZz.. but in the end stiLL go.. dunno y.. haHa.. shaG... sHag.. thurs is a bad day... bad day for me... hMMmm... tomolo klas outing.. "la tEh" again.. and "hit baLL"(pOOL) ... lolx.. germaine is gg.. wow.. 1st time eh.. :) i like germaine.. she's veri frenLY.. :) 1a02 roX! hahaa...
hMmm... after tennis.. i went project room find them again... they 're sLEEPPING.. damn.. enjoying life while i'm slogginG hard out in the sUn.. wahhahaa.... jokiN..! after tHat.. we weNt squash trial with pussy russell.. haiz. in the end.. no one is free to entertain him.. so.. he went off.. we saw mel mel... and went to the library to get bubble tea... "each a cup" .. i had choco milk tea.. mel had honey dew snow shake... :) nice nice!!! and deN.. russELL meet matthew and they took 151 hm.. left me alone.. waiting for 184.. they so bo xim.. leave me alone.. :PP ..
hMmm.. there's the YEP programme. to thailand and vietnam.. i plan to go vietnam in nov.. but my cousin getting married.. and it cLash with the YEP.. therefore... i caN't go.. so sad... :(
nvM la.. see nex semester theyy go where lor.. maybe ireland.. lol ... or australia.. i sure go de.. :P lalallaa..... zZzz
hE din msG mE.. sincE thaT day.. i'M saD.. vERI...
spinnIng// MLTR- forever and a day...
mooD: sHag.. cuM.. #^%$&%^
10:24 PM
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
it's wednesday again.. time flies very quickly... i've been in ngee ann for abt 1 month n 1 week le.. today... tired... haha.. ever blog.. i'll at least sae 1 time of tired eh.. haha.. hmmm.. but..r ealli tired... 1st lesson.. maths practicall.. damn sian.. i hate maths...dunno y.. after that we went canteen 2 for lunch.. n i found out tt my pencil gone missing. haiz... every wednesday surely got things o missing ... dunno y.. saw da quan with his klasmate.. tot he din see me... but he diD!! haha... so sian... after that we had our OIC lecture.. 1st lecture on organic chem.. he talk rubbish again.. for 1/2 hr.. and for my klas rite.. me.. mel.. xianghui... eugene.. aiai.. actually fall aslp... damn.. puss(russell) den went out to buy coffee n teh for us during the break... zZzz.. during maths lecture.. nv doze off.. cause i was doing my OIC lab sheet... haha.. n i finally know how to do matrix.. damn A.maths... hahaha...
i went "la teh" again.. with aiai.. mel mel.. emily... puss.. n a newcomer.. Matteew.. hope i din spell wrongly... :Ppp hmmm.. talk abt ghost stories again... after that we went for pool.. @ poOL faCtor..reach hm.. ard 10pm.. veri tired... :P hahaa... hmmm... 1ao2 got addicted to "la teh" and "pool" ... tomolo oral com start @1pm.. but gg sch@ 10am.. to study.. haha.. hardworking eh... :P
gonna slp soon....... niTe =)
11:14 PM
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
loLx.. "La teH"
10:59 PM
hMmm.. i tired today.. veri veri veri tiRed.. wake up @5.45am.. den go souTh vieW LRT station mEet ai ai n emiLy.. den ai ai's daddy drive us to sch.. cause i'm lazy to walk all the way from main gate to the block 40.. which is one east n one west.. so.. i rather take lrt to south view den walk in.. nearly fall aslp during the OIC lab..
duriNg the OIC laB.. we're doinG the experiment- extracting asprin.. kinda of sian.. still the same.. filter using the vaccuummmm.. nothin much.. but.. we manage to decide where to have our klasss outing.. - 3 DAYS 2 NITE chALet.. :) venue: downtown eaast chalet..i'm the lab manager today.. with emily.. we two like "ben shou ben jiao" de.. cause we're more like messing up the whole lab.. den clear up..!!! in the end.. alvin has to wipe the table for me.. xianghui has to duMp the ice into the basin for me.. i was like.. an idiot.. lol...
hmmm... OIC test.. was a HAVOC! and i reaLLy mean haVoc.. i knoW how to dO the Questions.. but it's just tt i don't have enuff time to finish the whole paper.. kinda sian... the OIC common test weigh 15 %... :( but.. it's over le.. so.. forget it.. :Pp
mY laSt lecture was the engineering drawing.. t farking lecturer realli piss me off.. damn it.. i was slpin during his lecture till aiai's hp vibration wakkes me up.. and i was like DOTZ DOTZ DOTZ.. tired... zzzzzzZz.. after tt.. our klas.. went to the CCA fiesta.. actually wanna join tennis.. but.. can't see ani tennis booth there.. and so.. no choice.. i'll nid to ask my coach on thurs.. the clubhse... and tell germaine.. so tt.. we can go for the training.. hmmm.. speaking of my sports n wellness.. i've master TEnniS.. LOLx... =)
oH ya.. darrEn aKa da quan asked me to wake him up @8m today.. but i was veri busy.. n eventually forget.. so.. i'm sorrie.. call u @ 9 plus.. sorrrriiieee... :)
hmmm.. aftEr sch.. abT 5.30pm... vivi.. me... eM eM... puSs(rusSeLL).. aLvin.. xiaO baI(euguene) .. meL.. went "la teH" again... zZz.. den sae ghost stories.. damn.. i'm frightenned by meL!!!!idiot!
so.. i call up allen... to ask him if he can send me hm not.. haha.... cause allen stay near me!! near blk onLy... hmmm.. n i meet him late...AGAIN! he sae i'm a 100% late queen cum pig.. :Ppp hahaa.. but he's realli a nice guy.. tot he'll be angry because of my punctuality.. but.. he's not........ :) so happy.. or else... i'll be condemn!!! hahaha
my daY is so tiring... gotta sLp now.. :) *hUgz* gooDnigHt... :)
11:39 PM
Monday, August 02, 2004
bLog.. i stiLL lovE him.. waT shLd i do... ???
11:31 PM
mY baBy FoTo.. cuTe maH?? :)
11:01 PM
11pm le.. just finish memorise my polyatomic ions.. ligands compound naming.. central ion naming.. prefix....but.. this is only the 1st round.. gg to revise 2nd round laTer.. cause i know.. i still hAVve some doubts.. for the tetrahedal n bent these n tt.. 1st time see me so hardworkin eh.. haha.. went for a nap just now.. from 6pm - 8pm.. if not.. sure can't concentrate now.. cause i'll be veri tired.. dunno y.. msg so many ppl to wake me up.. but no one actuaLLy call.. another one actually call @10.15pm.. damn .. haha.. jokin la.. just added a tag board in my blog.. germaine gif me the webby for me to sign up.. hehe.. n i eventually ask alvin to test by tag board .. LOL.. hmMmm.. now still not tired... gg for a coffee later.. zZz..cause i think my sleeping god cuming soon.. hahaa.. i'M a weLL-known piG.. so.. lidat lor... (diao.. dunno how to continue) :P
haiyO.. i see my kLasmates like veri stress sia.. just send a msg to most of them. telling them not to be worried abt the test.. n relaz.. and blah blah blah.. :P (lazy to write down) lolx
hMmm.. gt to get back to mY revisiOn.. :) think today cannot slp early le... can only slp abt 2am plus ba.. ZZ.. tough on a pig like me sia..:Pp
5:34 PM
gg to writE my blog foR thE daY..2nd auG.. no monday blue for me.. cause i oonLi have 4 hr of lecture.. (from 8am to 12pm) and i can go hm le.. but.. den.. we stay back to do last minute self study in the library... got condemn by a librarian.. sae we talk too loud.. some more sae the project room not veri good.. cause not sound proof..i left the sch ard 3pm.. heading hm.. veri tired.. reach hm stilln need to help my mum do some chores...zZz.. till now till haben touch my OIC Lecture notes.. after i finish blogging.. i'll continue with my revision... today.. germaine sae she wans to join tennis.. i aso wan to join tennis.. cause... squash full intake le.. haha.. maybe aso joing astrology.. haha.. try my luck.. see can catch any shooting stars not.. kinda tired.. but i haf to work hard for my OIC.. hmmm.. tt's all for today... :)
think i'll not blog tonight le... :Pp
mOoD: suPer dupEr tirED!!
9:10 PM
Sunday, August 01, 2004
tiS iS mY bed.. meSsy hoR??
9:10 PM
mY baO bei zhu zHu..
8:39 PM
zZz.. vEri tirEd.. todaY.. i cooK mY owN dinNer.. nO onE aT hm.. haha.. thougH i can't cook.. but.. shui shui bian bian.. still consider hai hao la... :P
hMmm... jusT sEnD a smS to 1a02.. teLLinG theM the dRess code foR tomoLo.. blaCK shirT.. broAd short.. or 3 quarter.. anD slipper... hahA... :) 1a02 roX!!!
mY roOm finaLLy renovAte hao Le... Left the curTain.. hMmm... noW becomE mY studY roOm mesSy le.. musT finD timE to do some cLearing up...
daDdy boughT the moviE "Deep bLue sEa"... haiz.. wannA watch now.. but the oic test lei... hmmm.. sld i watch it now? thnk i better wait till the test over!!!
bOLin msG mE yestERday.. some how.. i was too tireD to repLy.. anD whEn i waNna repLy.. i faLL asLp.. :P sorrIe soRrie :Ppp bOLin is a reaLLy goOd gUy i shLd sAe.. vEri geNtLemaN... toO baD we'rE noT togEther anYmore!
gueSs i going to sLp sooN.. cause too tirEd aLreaDy...
weLL.. tt's aLL for todaY i gueSs... :)
4:28 PM
auG 1sT.. thiS is a nicE month foR mE.. a freSh neW starT...
i jusT finiSh a phonE chAt wiTh aLLen.. :Pp stiLL so craPpy.. haHa.. he's reaLLi a guy wiTh a unique chaRacter tt i dun reaLLi knoW hoW to saY.... but onE thing foR surE... he'S a gooD lisTeneR .. aS weLL as a good commentEr.. :P think he won't see this blog for the day.. cause he gg kTv le.. so.. i won't praise him till he fly up to the skY...
receivEd a msg from kELvin.. so swEet of hiM.. he reacH aus le..and scH 'll reopen on mondAy for him.. wish him besT wishes...
i saW him onlinE today.. keep thinkiNg of privaTe msG him.. but.. forget it...
thiS morniNg.. ai ai keith n i conference.. discussing abt the test... noW den i know abt the coordinate compound naming... wat the tetra aqua ammine.. carbonyl... hhaaa.. chim sia... hmmmm.. 'll be studying the whole day i guess... kinda of stress up.. seeing everyone so "mai ming" de study.. :P i can't lose 0ut aso.. must gambatae... !!!
